Have you ever just felt really lonely but you can't really figure out why? Well that is how I was feeling yesterday. I was laying in my bed and for some odd reason I just felt so lonely and sad, but I couldn't find myself to cry. It was a very odd feeling to have and I think my conscience was trying to kick in but I do not know about what, and still have yet to figure that out. This seems to happen to me a lot, I feel bad about something and for a while I don't know for what but eventually something triggers it and I figure it out. Then I find myself apologizing to people or mending things just in case I affected or offended someone without even knowing, I just always try to fix it. It makes me feel better about myself and as a person to know that there isn't someone out there holding a grudge against me or disliking me for some reason. I know I wont always be able fix every problem that I have with people but for the most part I certainly do try. However there are those people that I just kind of don't really want to and i rather just leave the relationship broken and where its at, but hey I am a girl so I guess I'm supposed to be a little stubborn sometimes.