OMG! Today I am so tired. Balancing going to school, working, doing school work and homework, friends, family, and a boyfriend I AM WIPED! I just need like a whole day really like a full twenty four hours to just sleep and relax. I do not see how I am going to be able to manage when i go off to college and i don't mean to sound negative. Well maybe i should try to take it one day at a time, go slowly and not put so much pressure on myself to get things done. But that's easier said then done. Well speaking of relaxing i have a study hall next so I'm gonna go take a nap. Thanks for listening. Bye!

I am going to a place free of stress, free of work of all kinds and free of societies pressures of desires. I just want to be content and relaxed, happy with my life and its situations. A place where i can just feel free to be me and not be judge for everything I do, every right and every wrong. A place where there are not levels or classes in the community, and people can just live without comparing themselves to each other and harshly judging themselves. Somewhere where I can always feel safe and not worrying or thinking that a certain area can be the destination of my death. I want no feelings of sadness and despair both inside myself and for others around me. I would want to go to a place pretty much like Heaven.